Mindset: Contemplative. Reflecting on the moment, not last nght, and not today, beyond commitments to people and places. I'm recognizing, as I beleive I hvae befoer, an attachment to responsibility as an identifier. And to being right. Both are habitual weakness. Both are distractions. Their absense can provoke discomfort and uncedrtainty. That off balance feeling, discomfort, apprehension, nausea even, have been points in the past few years where releasing my grip has allowed the greatest insights and growth.
Goals: Limit time wasting time - tech related stuff: get in, get it done, get out. Listen to more of the backlog of growth related podcasts while doing yard and house work. I am looking to minimize, including facing the remaining items of historical significance to Linda that her family doesn't want. Maybe I'll reach out to friends before sadly relinquishing to craigslist if the value seems to warrant the effort. Either way, relinquishing things that meant something to her and are her legacy feels like a betrayal of her spirit, while the reality is it's all temporary and I've retained and incorporated so much already. Actually, wow, while writing this I remembered the Cancer Society option where Jen worked with Cheryl. That's exactly where this stuff belongs now. Going towards funding support and aid for those facing what she did, what mom now faces, and more. How I didn't remember that option is not worth reflecting further on, acting on it is.
Goals: Limit time wasting time - tech related stuff: get in, get it done, get out. Listen to more of the backlog of growth related podcasts while doing yard and house work. I am looking to minimize, including facing the remaining items of historical significance to Linda that her family doesn't want. Maybe I'll reach out to friends before sadly relinquishing to craigslist if the value seems to warrant the effort. Either way, relinquishing things that meant something to her and are her legacy feels like a betrayal of her spirit, while the reality is it's all temporary and I've retained and incorporated so much already. Actually, wow, while writing this I remembered the Cancer Society option where Jen worked with Cheryl. That's exactly where this stuff belongs now. Going towards funding support and aid for those facing what she did, what mom now faces, and more. How I didn't remember that option is not worth reflecting further on, acting on it is.