Efforts to review and realign are working well. Awareness of the value of the opportunity to experience any of this is returning, overshadowing the idea that any incident somehow deviates from what should be occurring. From the dog needing to be let out to pee to my mom's terminal condition, there is nothing that "should be" otherwise. That is just what might be preferred, which exists only in the realm of thought. It is a desire, not reality, to imagine that if "X" did not happen, "Y" would be assured. Grief and sorrow are genuine emotions for genuine reasons, but for me, the delusion of control, the act of second-guessing and "armchair quarterbacking" are where disappointment and frustration live.
