Sunday, April 04, 2021

Jen's idea - make Easter dinner for Linda - came to pas. We got the groceries this am and she made it. All of it. Spiral cut ham, roasted Brussel sprouts with bacon, potatoes au gratin, along with fruit for dessert. She cooked all day and make a great meal that we had for lunch with Lauren and I then took it to Panorama for dinner with Lauren. Kathy V was there. I had intended to share w/Linda that the dinner was Jen's doing not mine, but with kathy V there it felt like the whole dynamic shifted. I don't think she likes me and if I only listened to Linda and didn't step back and look at her and her circumstances I might be jaded too but, come on. In any event it threw the evening and I felt out of place thorwing any references about Jen into this dynamic. I'll bring it up another time. It's important. As is her being aware of and willing to face her circumstances without fear of discussing it. That feels like hiding and denial. Tommy was great all day - no conflict or tension and that helped a lot. Enjoyed the PM w/Jen watching more HBO Qanon documentaries. Work kicks in tomorrow, so I'm heading to bed to get some much needed rest beforehand.