If I didn't know any better I'd say the strain is getting to me. I was up most of the night bent out of shape about feeling pressured from Tommy about driving, and anticipating conflict today about car access that didn't come about. The reverse happened, actually. It's surreal to consider how worked up I had gotten myself but the strains of juggling so many things at once are just adding up. And subtracting. Thinks are status quo and with Kathy D gone there's added anxiety around managing things. Lauren's handling things as best as she can. I am trying to walk a fine line between being available and of assistance and being pulled in off balance. So far so good. I had most of the day to just chill and enjoy some time doing pretty much nothing. Watched the documentary about WeWork and really enjoyed it. Got a bit of time with Lauren and Tommy but mostly just did some busywork at home. Hoping for the same tomorrow.