I have been anticipating the ‘next big thing’ in life to pop up out of nowhere and test my mettle. To knock me out of my comfort zone, forcing me to abandon my routines, my meditations, my walks, exercise, sense of order… my home. All while replacing and displacing them with despair, distain and a disbelief that, no matter what measures one might take to coordinate staying on a stable course, the impulse of another may overtake reason. Things just veered so off course, relentlessly and dramatically, that a return to the path became doomed by the destruction of the path itself.
More to come...