If I'm honest, I shouldn't have scheduled the get together with Brent and Kim today. If I'm honest, I shirked a responsibility. There's really no where else to go without defending or justifying. I didn't choose to do better and a compromise became a dilution. I'm probably making a bigger deal out of it than anybody else. Once. home I was and remain viscerally happy to be here. in a space with so much history. Even what seemed bad at the time has not proven to be so in the long run. We got here. So, we had a great time with Brent and Kim, another of many couples we hope to spent more time with. Maybe I have been retreating inward when I really need to be doing the opposite. Later in the evening our trip to Wright station with Mark and Christy was another highlight. The heat throughout the day was unbearable.It gradually reduced after about half an hour. Happy Hound and conversation around the table with Tommy closed the evening. It felt great to be back home but it felt wrong to not honor the Zen Center commitment I had made. It's of the most conscious and present lessons I have experienced in a while, in a reflective, inner-thought manner. Like a 3 month check in on annual goals and progress. I will report "humility" back to my management team at our next review meeting.
