Highlights: "fed n bed" the dogs and slept in with Jen. Felt like an old school Sunday. Came across some writing from Linda's final days that surprised me with an emotional impact of lingering sadness and disbelief. I strive to see it from a place of release for her and an path for me but man, it was and remains a brutal ending to an unnecessarily unhappy road for her. Jen and I then enjoyed another deep conversation, tackled some tasks and listened to a few podcasts. I even did some light reading. The more I crane my neck down the precepts road, the more I realize it's going to be a challenging path, while having some significant impact on my own ideals and ideation. Metaphorically walking the ethical walk, as it were. I keep striving for consistent conscious awareness and this is the path to that. Missed an opportunity to do zoom games with Lauren tonight but will try again tomorrow.
Gratitude: This life. This wife.
