I had one of the worse nights sleep of the year and its only the 3rd. I guess that's good? I have some family related challenges on my mind. I have to navigate some significant conversations and their impacts. I'd leave it at that. When write the book I want to publish it'll all be revealed for the low price of $24 (hardback edition). I did a good deal of writing last night (early am, actually) working through how I plan to go about addressing this mystery issue. What's surprising me are the range of emotions surging as I anticipate something unfolding. I am trying to maintain a balanced perspective. When I look back at the times I have "dreaded "a situation it has never been anywhere near as difficult as I imagined. With the one exception being how the relationship with Linda played out. That was traumatic for all of us. And left several scars. Handled poorly this could do the same. I drove up to Sacramento to get Lauren so she could be with us for a couple days between work shifts. We're lazing around the house tonight. Washed the dogs. Tommy shared a sincere complement he received from Dr Trager. He (Tommy) seems to really have found a compelling direction and I am very glad to see him getting such encouragement.
