"This guy!"
It was a good day. Far less 'milestone markers' crossed today that yesterday but it's all cumulative. I had breakfast with Tommy and it was fine but I think it's a bad routine for me to eat that early any more. The am waking routine, sunlight, water, delayed coffee and even more delayed eating feels healthier. I wanted to just crawl back into bed after I got home. I spent a good deal of time on some jikoji/checkfront related triaging and such. It's a moving target and a knotted ball of hair with bubblegum in it, but it's slowly getting refined and refactored. And each effort to do so teaches me something new and something breaks. So, we'll see. I transcribed and sent the fundraiser notes out and got a number of other things addressed but not as much focus on exitidy as desired or needed. I'm going to continue working on the article I want to write, though, tonight, as soon as I can wrap up for the night and go write. I have a need to refine routines to make that more of a constant habit. Not journalling but really writing - things of substance. It's a part of the goals I want to pursue with whatever time I have left. I'm grateful for this year, the changes, the insights, the friendships, the priorities and the fact that even 'failures' are successes as far as effort and opportunities go. I'm still wondering what the next big distraction/drama will be. The more I consider it an inevitability the less I expect to be thrown by it. I used to tell Linda that nothing she always worried about would be what blindsided her, so maybe not worrying about anything will help put the blindside into context. It just "is". More to come. Seemingly.