What a long crazy day it's been. Tommy was up and out early, off to Sacramento with Vinnie. We got up pretty early too, with the sun, and ran to get food for the dogs from GOBM. $200 later we returned with a load of food for the weekend. Jen made us Sesame Chicken and we'll have cheesesteaks tomorrow. She made dog food while I ran to Panorama and Lauren went to work. I put the monitor camera in the entry so I can know when Tommy comes and goes and I marked the lock so it's easy to visually check that the door's been locked. I stuck the other in the garage. I fixed the fence pretty easily and I felt good about doing so. I felt like it was a 'broken window' scenario and like the garage door, it warranted immediate fixing. I was pleasantly surprised to find the return of Linda's death certificate was done by the buyer of her Pilot. That's good to have. Tommy came home and after I said hi and he said nothing I ended up getting 'back in the ring'. It's next to impossible not to reply to somebody bullying and attacking me. That's what he does, and I called it out. We had a heated argument and I went to Pano to cool down. Jen joined me there and I had a continued conversation with Tommy while parked outside. It was less aggressive and more matter-of-fact. He was full of contradictions and I he threatened me that if I made him move out he would never talk to me again and I'd never see my grandkids… etc. Over telling him that because he's so awful to me I won't let him live with me. How does that make sense in anybody's rational mind? I ended up just saying we should stop now and revisit and talk after graduation. Nothing's changing overnight. Lauren came to Pano with Lucky and Jen had brought Scottie and we played Rummikub. It was really pleasant. I put on "The Association" too. The vibe in the house is good. But the tension and upset I felt over the conflict with Tommy took away some of that. It's exhausting.
📊 seven-day averages: ⚖️ 161.4 lbs,❤️ 60.3 bpm, 👣 5392.3 steps, 🧘🏼9 min