Friday is a blur, but we did end the day at Mark and Wendy's, with Panorama neighbors John and Cathy. It was an engaging evening with good and insightful conversation and concluded with heartfelt welcoming of Jennifer and an understanding and apprecaition for my character as well. That was a hightlight of hte week. Saturday's dinner at Los Altos Grill was the highlight of the week. We've not seen Brent and Kim for at least a year or more and so much has happened in all of our lives. It was rewarding to have some laughter, heartfelt conversation and reflection, and phenomenal food. I think this is a new favorite location. Tensions with Tommy continue. It's reached a point of being unbearable. I'm still not clear on why, but I'm continuing to focus on myself and letting go of what I can't control beyond my reactions, and expectations too. I needed a break today, and took the morning to venture into LG and have a solo breakfast at the downtown LG Cafe, a place I have great memories of as I do uptown. Then I went to see Linda. It was a challenging visit. Her eyes were open and although she was not tracking she did seem to connect. She also tried, three times, to say something, but it was all garbled and unintelligible. A tear formed in her right eye. She eventually closed both and started to sleep. I left feeling sad and anxious about what lies ahead. Neither of the kids seem interested in seeing her and i've stopped pressing the issue. It felt sort of, I don't know, cold, to discuss it with my friends over dinner last night with such a matter-of-fact honestly. Jen work all day at Pano, with Tommy's help, painting the kitchen cabinets and things are looking good for the black on white concept. Yet there is so very very much to be done still.
📊 seven-day averages: ⚖️ 159.7 lbs,❤️ 62 bpm, 👣 5845.4 steps, 🧘🏼14 min, 🛌 5h:28m
