Friday, December 03, 2021

Found at Pano in the back of a cabinet. Identical to the one I have at Matson. Whatrtheodds?

Got up on schedule. Still tweaking with the waking sounds and volume. So many variables. Didn't walk with Lauren due to an 8am appointment for routine mole-scan post-moves surfy 6 months back. All clear. Reminder me I really need a primary care physician. Finding one is a PITA. Seems so few are accepting patience. My prior PCP went "concierge" and wants $4k/yr as a retainer of sorts. It's an odd model but maybe it works. I just didn't expect insurance to cover it. Now I'm starting to second guess that decision. After the mole surgery I maxed deductible and if this fee is applicable towards deductible as out-of-network then who care? I will research further, but don't know when. I'm slammed with work due to staffing changes. I rolled out the news to my team today and it was a bit bittersweet. I am excited about the possibilities the change will bring but it's a shitload of work to manage and after a couple of varied directions from what feels like two bosses I setup a 2x/week with them together to get the on the same page. It's not a request. I need to draw some lines in the sand and follow through. The call with Jeff at Tempo was positive and I will continue to explore that option in parallel. Kathy confirmed the lien funds will be available to me Monday. I started the conversation about getting that payment to the lawyers office. I also asked Kathy for a signed statement about the support ending under her agreement so the refinance can move forward. Lauren worked tonight. Jen and I worked as well, we're both trying to juggle lots of responsibilities. Tommy said he's going to move his stuff to stay at Pano more often and I have mixed feelings about that. I really do want him with us as a family unit but want him to find some independence. I also want the house kept clean and orderly so if this is going to happen then I'll start working their full days in order to keep things in check. I have started working through my task lists to weed and ween four and break out due dates for only the very select specific needs. I have way too many competing priorities. BIG training has been sidelined beyond reason so tomorrow is my focus day to catch up. Watched part 2 of "Get Back" and it was hard to watch. Too chaotic and way too much overlapping dialog and noise adn chaotic cuts too. Great idea, overkill production. But the 3rd part has the entire rooftop concert and that will hopefully be more enjoyable.
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