My next puncture, courtesy of my loving thoughtful son.
Lauren slept in and I did the am walk after a moderately successful meditation. The flavored coffee's Jen bought from Trader Joe's were a bust. Cleaners came. Went to Pano and found the key in the lock, the door unlocked, and after pulling into the driveway I found drill bits and screws including one literally in my tire. Was running late for a meeting as it was. I was livid. I texted him and he was a smart ass in return. Then during my meeting he arrived, came in, got something and returned to his car, literally walking over the screws and stuff. I lost it. I raged at him when he would not get out of the car and pick up the stuff. I called him an insensitive prick, which is unfortunately true. He really does not care about locking doors, gates, flushing toilets… the list goes on and I have enough stress in my life without having this added to the mix. I'm at the edge of my sanity. I talked to Kathy D today about a few things and then talked to Dr Silva about reducing morphine for Linda further. They're going to try it. I got the photo scans back and uploaded and shared. I need to send my own out next. Had a nice dinner with Jen, she made keto cheesesteaks. Watched a couple shows, hung out with the guys for virtual GNO. Tommy arrived and went right to his room. I went and picked up Lauren. We returned to find Tommy gone. I shared with Jen my breaking point concerns about his presence and the negative impacts. It's not reasonable to have to ignore or tolerate his abusive relationship dynamic. I am rethinking a lot of things.