Lauren worked a full day again today. Dropped her after an early run to Costco to get some food for the event at Satori. So her and Tommy's 9am breakfast was pizza. Whatever. Got what we needed, dropped her at Vasona and returned to Matson. Tommy came and was sullen. Still. About the hardship of having to fund his car repair and activities. How these kids got so entitled is, well, another story. Just like how they became such pigs about their rooms. Whatever, again. Matt B came by in new hybrid CRV. Nice ride. Good time w/Matt at Susie's farewell. Amazing that we're still in touch after so many many years. Hoping to get more face time before they go to Idaho. Feels like everybody's leaving. Makes me sad. But we'll leave too and would tomorrow if circumstances allowed us to do so. Got Lauren and took her to see her mom. Tommy passed on going with me but ended up being there when we arrived. His sullen attitude was saddening. She's dying and he's self focused. It's hard. Her memory issues seem to be returning, a bit. And headaches continue too. Not good signs. Stark reminders of the prognosis and probabilities. Enjoyed the day w/Jen and evening too. Blew my focus on dieting but returning tomorrow to the fasting effort. Pretty much giving up on the goal for 60th and just going to try my best to get there asap and during the 60th year. So tired of whining and bitching about something I have full control over but don't exercise it. Lame.\