Wednesday, March 24, 2021


Worked from Pano after getting breakfast en route. Helped Kathy w/the highest priority admin/paperwork tasks as much as I could while she juggled things. Sounds like the overnight was less demanding but still exhausting. I wrote the schedule on the board which helped yesterday and I think it helped today too. There wasn't as much of an improvement but there was improvement and I think the anxiety around the dr appointment was a factor. She'd made a few comments about it prior. It seemed to go really well, I think. The dr was well aware of her concerns and she voiced her desires to stay focused on positive optimism and the best course to take. When asked if this would work and get her back to herself he said "That's the goal". Since no more dramatic pronouncements were made and since the terms Cancer were used without drama, it seems she's aware and is dealing with it all internally while insisting we not talk about it. I imagine it's going to be a hard road and I'm conflicted with how it might play out but I do believe that she would absolutely choose to pursue treatment to extend time as much as she would to recover completely. I was the food provider tonight, got Pastaria Market and she sat at the kitchen table for the first time which was really wonderful. It was a much better experience all around. Jen remains interested in helping and I might send her off on Sourcewise as an investigation. She really wants to help. She gave me the best compliment today - she said she loved me because I'm genuine. That made my day.