Dropped Vinny at home and Tommy asked to be dropped at Pano and to spend time with his mom. I was surprised and hopeful that it was a step in the right direction. I dropped him, returned to Matson and worked with Lauren to make a wonderful Strada while Jen went shopping with Cindy M. However, Tommy returned as Jen was leaving which likely caused some upset on his mom's part. That sucked because I would prefer their time have been positive throughout. I spent the am wrestling with the internet speed issues at home. It really brought me down. I'm tired of wrestling with tech. It's maddening and I just wish it were not such that it necessitated constant oversight and maintenance. I may pursue other options soon. Lauren worked the afternoon and after picking her up, I dropped Tommy at Carls and we hung out at home. I fear my moods, frustrations and such, wear thin on them at times. Tommy called me bipolar which isn't true (afaik) but shows how hard it might be to gauge my potential demeanor. I think the uncertainting of everything right now is just wearing me down. I need to reclaim some routines, and work on "atomic habit' changes to keep my focus on both priorities and relative importance of inconveniences.