I didn't sleep too well. Jen dropped Tommy at the gym at 6.30 and I got up and meditated, the topic being about procrastination and ways to start a task that feels overwhelming. That hit a nerve or two. I have wayyyyyy to many things on my list of tasks to tackle and some of the most important things I can and should be doing with my time don't get done. Sometimes because it's overwhelming to start. So yeah, timely. And with yesterday's success with a work task being tackled this came at a time of open mindedness. I was focused and engaged throughout the day and spent the PM tackling the task of getting the patio cleared out of clutter that'd crept in over time, as clutter can. But starting it was a simple step and with airpods, Calm masterclass audio and picking a corner to begin in, I ended up getting it managed and getting the garage tidy'd up too. Felt great to get off the computer for awhile. Lauren's MBA arrived and I dropped it off at Pano. Scottie got his due-claws trimmed. Tommy came over late afternoon and his mom picked him up at 10. She 'accidentally' texted me a pretty brutal letter that she said afterwards was not intended to be sent. I'm grateful that Tommy seems to be getting a modest degree more conscious about his treatment of her and seemed to listen and take in some of the things I said about making positive changes. Lauren came in when he got picked up ans showed us the computer. It's beautiful and it suits her.
