Monday, September 02, 2019

Kids went camping Sun PM w/their mom. I dropped off tent, cots, pads and such Sun AM and got engaged around issues with the refrigerator but that's another story for another blog. Made and IKEA run today w/Jen and we got some new bedding. Lauren's from Sat looks awesome and was an inspiration. Then a text flurry and exchange resulted in my blocking their mom's texts and emails out of pure exasperation over what feels like endless accusations. Again, another story for another blog. Did some writing, thinking and continue to do so. I want to eliminate strife and tension from my daily existence. It's hard. I'm glad in some ways that I'm getting more aggressive about drawing lines but also want to be sure they're justified and not over reacting. That takes introspection.

Goal: I want to get up early tomorrow, meditative and be ready to engage or the work day.

Anticipation: Seeing the kids tomorrow night.

Accomplishments: Walking Mindfulness Cleanup