Event(s): Smoke still clings to the valley from the Butte fires (title) and I'm feeling like shit tonight. Dropped each kid individually, and I need to buffer more time for delays. Focused heavily on workday engagement and presence but 1/2 of the way through I started to feel sick and still do. I'm not sure if it's food poisoning or smoke inhalation or the stomach flu… I just know I don't want to throw up. I hate throwing up.
Gratitude: Lying sick on the bed made me reflect on the hospitalization and all that time spent bedridden. It was a nightmare but I'm grateful for having had that, as it gives me an underlying sense of resolve and determination when a simple situation like this arises. But I'm still miserable.
Goal: Rest and recover.
Anticipation: feeling better, soon, because I have little/no drive to write at this time.
Accomplishments: Meditation WorkFocus Writing
Gratitude: Lying sick on the bed made me reflect on the hospitalization and all that time spent bedridden. It was a nightmare but I'm grateful for having had that, as it gives me an underlying sense of resolve and determination when a simple situation like this arises. But I'm still miserable.
Goal: Rest and recover.
Anticipation: feeling better, soon, because I have little/no drive to write at this time.
Accomplishments: Meditation WorkFocus Writing