Monday, November 05, 2018

☹️ I’m Going Slightly Mad

Got the 'response' to my final proposal. I'll reserve commentary for another time. But what stuns me the most is that I continue to be stunned at all. This was an overall shitty day. I have felt off all day for various reasons. I guess not every day can be great, but I felt like I was in a state of suspension all day. Little or no traction on so many tasks.



Meditation helps but it's not enough. I will resume my 'walking' efforts tomorrow by taking a stroll to Starbucks like I was before. I'll listen to some inspirational podcasts and try and put a full court press effort into the morning's due diligence.



I am looking forward to feeling the sense of accomplishment that comes from a productive day.



Accomplishments: Meditation Parenting Reading



I listed to Queen all day. Oddly, it made me sadder, because I connect the music to a time long gone, and it makes me aware of my own limited time left. It's always been fun before, but with the mood I'm in, it just sorta accentuated a sense of futility. Who knows, maybe anything would.