Thursday, August 07, 2025

Highlights: I bailed on a HYC with Mark due to exhaustion. Jen made a dietary change for the dog to aid his digestion. Immediately following a great VGNO, Jen informed me that he threw up—a lot. And there were grapes. Grapes are allegedly toxic to dogs. I didn't know that, but I don't recall giving him any but my recall skills suck. If I did though i would not have give them to him whole, which was the state they came back up in. Tommy denied doing so either. At least that's done, and hopefully tonight will be one of uninterrupted sleep.

Insights: I neglected to mention this morning that during the night, I had a rather severe panic attack. At least that's what I think it was. I'm not a seasoned victim of them. I just felt like the walls were closing in on me. This was immediately after waking, thinking the dog had just jumped off the bed again. He has not. But my heart was racing as if I had just had something explode next to me. It was an extreme response and took several minutes to calm down. I was mildly concerned for my well-being. I will chalk it up to the sleep deprivation of recent days, for now.