Thursday, July 31, 2025

Highlights: Continued efforts to remind T about maintaining agreements, Jikoji call regarding good news in fundraising and other board topics. Mom's second day of chemo and inner (tamale casserole) at her place afterward. I went all OCD over audio files and tags for the Tesla music collection... old habits die hard.

Insights: How is it already the end of July? I am stunned. The last few days felt like a month alone; that was a fraction of a life span flashing past. I value this journaling practice so much, and it can be humbling and humiliating at the same time to be whining nonstop about weight, peeves, aspirations and procrastinations. Yet, it's a mirror reflecting days passed and wasted on inconsequential circumstances, I still fail at focus and follow-through. Why? Apathy, or fear of success and rejection?