Sunday, May 11, 2025

Highlights: Saturday, while Jen was in Roseville, Mark and I went to the Santa Cruz Boardwalk via Roaring comp. It was an awesome scenic ride; I look forward to doing it with Jen and friends. Jen stayed in Roseville last night and picked up Lauren on her way home this morning. I stopped by Madronia on the way to my mom's, left flowers and reflected briefly on the years of efforts that went into Mother's Day with Linda and the kids. More on that another time. I went to see my mom and address a handful of computer issues she's been having. I pulled out many old and unused cords and cables while consolidating the necessary ones into a clearer and more accessible space. Jen returned with Lauren, games were played, she and I visited my mom a second time (for me), and lunch was take-out from Taco Bell at Jen's request. Tommy had plans and ran late, but as Jen does, she rolled gracefully with it. I would like better from him, but don't expect it. He is not there yet. I wasn't either. And we both know he loves and appreciates her. We gave her the gift as a family, and she was thrilled. The thoughts they wrote in her cards brought rewarding tears to my eyes. It does not get better than this. P.S.: Happy 6th anniversary, Scottie.

Insight: Last night, I was struck by the thought, or realization, that I am in between two places. I am present, but still have one foot on each side as I try to balance something that by nature can not be, no more than an ocean can stop having waves.