Yesterday was a nostalgic day of transition. Lauren is visiting. She, Tommy and I went on a local road trip. Tommy drove, and I intentionally took the back seat so the two of them would have the opportunity to be together and not have her delegated to the background. We went to the Monterey Zoo, a place they had gone to with their mom shortly after the separation for and overnight stay. I had not been and although smaller than the open space of Safari West and still a place of confinement for animals, their accommodations were quite large and spacious and all of the animals seemed content, well cared for and healthy. We had lunch at the Fisherman's Grotto, reminised on many prior visits and nearby events. We went next to Loch Lomond in Scotts Valley where Tommy rented and drove a boat around (Lauren did too) to the far corners of the lake. It was topped of by getting Jennifer and enjoying a meal at Namaste. There were numerous things throughout the day that felt rewarding, as a parent, to witness. Tommy playing "the Wind "and "Your Life Is Now", being one. The thoughts Lauren voiced about her interest in Zen and her insight into the past year's changes and concerns. Feeling overall that they are both coming more and more into their own to the point that I am moving into a less prominent position feels natural. I spent moments of the day feeling and expressing gratitude to Linda for giving me the opportunity to have this experience at all. I am so glad I did, and do, get to know love in this manner.
