Mindset: certain of uncertainty. Jennifer's company is doing a massive round of layoffs. It's unclear whether she will be impacted. It may complicate our financials if so. But it is what it is, and knowing that, from the moment the possibility was raised, was validating and gratifying. The efforts put into mindfulness and meditation, accepting impermanence, and recognizing what is beyond my control, came into play. I've written about this all over the course of the last year or longer, so I won't believe the point in greater depth at this stage. We'll just see what happens. Then we will do whatever we need to .
Goals: To not drink at a cocktail party of a desert or sorrow, more people.
Anticipation: being at Jikoji.
Wants: to go unnoticed by the mosquitoes at Jikoji.
