Morning Mindset: Hmmmm… not really sure… it's nice to have the power back and I slept reasonably well yet interrupted by thought throughout the night. The whole experience are losing power, the conflict with Tommy, the whole of all uncertainty took me back into a mindset of permanence and control. When there is no such thing. It's hard to undo 60 years of conditioning or assumption. It's all based on my response to my environment and choices made out of fear, desperation or ignorance. Is that not the case for everyone? I'm not unique. I see that but only while my eyes are open to it. Blinking is blinding.
Goals: People to be, places to do, things to go.
Anticipation: Hoping to write, yet fear my lack of commitment in the word "hope" foreshadows a disappointing outcome of my own making.
Wants: oh, a cup of coffee would be lovely, thank you.
