Sunday, January 21, 2024

Morning Mindset: tentatively transitioning - perhaps on a broad scale across multiple paths. The week at Jikoji is intended to be a focused work week, heads down doing tech related tasks, but I anticipate more. More opportunities, more challenges, more conflict and doubt too. All from various internal and external sources. Why? It's all conjecture and uncertainty but what is certain ever? Really, nothing. So I guess it boils down to what works for me innately, instinctively and naturally. With the consideration and opinion of others and without my internal insecurity and fear. Second guessing surfaces first, and it's there that confidence and potential get undermined.
Goals: Trust in myself over others. Nobody knows me like I do.
Anticipation: The possibilities and potential of a self directed path free from delusion and doubt.
Wants: To be on the screen and in the audience all at once.