Monday, January 15, 2024

Morning Mindset: Reflective. What's my priority as I wake and takes me off target in the realm of busy-work. The busy work will never cease but a balance would be nice. What's a distraction is also an attraction - it's a compulsion to act on what pops up in order to avoid a backlog of deferred action. Leaves. Sink clogs. Gutters. It's all the chaos of existence, certainly, but it can bleed over into a sense of identity, value, importance. If I'm not making things better, does my self worth diminish? I find it a challenge to resist the impulse to get involved yet shy away from it at the same time. This needs to be unraveled.
Anticipation: Nothing at the moment.
Wants: To stay conscious of the limitations the body has to see, hear, smell. We experience a fraction of existence yet ignore what's beyond our limited senses.