Morning Mindset: Working. Conscious trying to master my varied degrees of anxiety and anticipation of changes on the horizon. Significant ones lie ahead and how I approach and respond will make the difference in how I achieve and adapt to the outcomes. I can only influence with intention and actions. Releasing the idea that I have control is accepting outcomes and fate. These are lessons I've had going way back and most of the upset in my life whittles down to not being honest and genuine and taking responsibility for controlling the response of others. I've tried way to had to control way too much for way to long. Where this stems from is another story. For today and the next couple of weeks I anticipate a lot of thought going into working through the ingrained insecurities while adopting the simple state of calm that comes from accepting that trying to control the outcome of something by being anything other than sincere and ok with whatever comes is undermining my own health. I know that all a woven tapestry of obscurity but it's my morning mindset so I'll go with that and release any expectations from there.
Goals: Assorted tasks about the house and yard. Deepbow outline review. Maybe some dev work in preparation for 2024 goals and habits reboot.
Anticipation: the sense of progress that may come from progress on goals.
Wants: Fewer distractions and interruptions balanced with an appreciation for how those are opportunities to embrace a space of response ability with calm honor and pride.
