Mindset: overwhelmed and anxious - there's something I need to be doing and I am not. There's things I have to do but avoid. It's a pattern this journal reveals and after the past week my routines and focus have been scattered. I feel like I'm about to pull off the blindfold and see where I stuck the donkey tail. Likely far from desire or intention. I feel disoriented.
Goals: knock out a handful of calls and errands, revisit and prep the guest room. Streamline my own space for lean minimalist flow again.
Anticipation: dialing in a daily routine of writing. It'll take some finesse to find that sweet spot but it's a critical need.
Wants: to see melancholy moments as validation of the value this life has had for me.
