Mindset: Torn. Frustrated that the night camera failed to capture anything in the front. Woke rested. Feeling mild struggle with maintaining a sense of connection to this experience vs being sucked into habitual routine. It's hard at times to stay fully mindful of impermanence and not give into the compulsion to fill time with trivial matters. I feel stuck in a chasm between mindsets. What's good is I'm questioning all intentions and pushing myself out of comfort zones. It gets old, but only when I forget how quickly this will fly by in hindsight.
Goals: Just be, today.
Anticipation: meet either deepbow about opportunities to be involved in site and onsite needs.
Wants: To inch further back to the more conscious side of the chasm and climb out.
