Mindset: Somber awareness of the fleeting opportunities we have to influence and experience so little yet so much. Nevin's dad died last night after a long decline. That will be a common occurrence as I myself age. He left behind a good man. I intend to do twice as much. I find it intensely intimate to recognize that all of the "supporting cast members" in my own experience have a full range of supporting cast in their own. So when a cast member departs and I observe the impact of the one left behind, I feel strongly attached to the experience of the one that's gone. Their story ended. How was it for them? How will it be told and from what perspective might it be seen? And where are they now, after that last breath? Where does consciousness go? And how does one go about the time they have themselves while balancing the to do…: the have to, want to and need to do set of ideals and ideals that form and inform our actions and outcomes.
Goals: Walk 2 miles. List moms books on eBay. Expand Exitidy content (stalled and stagnant).
Anticipation: Peter Gabriel with Matt B.
Wants: Inspiration. Motivation. Confidence. Contentment. And a continuous sense of continuation demanded with overlapping edges of completion.
