Mindset: somewhat anxious. I am trying to complete the milestones with this training, and yesterday's session gave me a sense of being unprepared, but it's true practice that I will improve in Lake many things. I'm probably overthinking it and trying to make it better than it needs to be. Chen and I will work on it again today and we will see how it goes. I met Jikoji and about to head into my Zazen sit. I really enjoy the drive up here every week it plays right into a sense of connection to nature and harmony, but it's always so hard to keep the mind still for 30 minutes let alone 3.
Goals: BIG recording
