As I sit here enjoying light piano music inside and gentle drizzling rain outside, I realize how wonderful such quiet moments can be. How rich and enriching the simple awareness of impermanence is. Knowing this is all happening only at this moment. I anticipate 'missing this' when I'm gone, when the chance to experience this is gone, which assumes both a continued awareness and a place to reflect back from. Neither of those is a certainty, making this moment all the more valuable and such thoughts diluting and distracting.