Mindset: I woke a bit foggy. I didn't drink that much last night, at all, compared to what was my routine, yet still I woke foggy. And a bit depressed as far as my current state of uncertainty related to the time I have to make some changes and pursue some dreams before running out of options. That's perhaps the biggest challenge right now – exercising faith and confidence. It's also why I put myself in this position in the first place. Our gathering last night was fun but not quite on the same level as the prior event. I think we ended up quickly siloed and separated vs all the mixing the prior effort had. Today is Father's Day. I'll likely write about that separately. I've spent the morning sitting on the patio after clearing/cleaning from last night. It's brisk but beautiful out here. A hummingbird keeps buzzing around to say hello.
Goals: Attend Jikoji. Write a Father's Day post. Dinner with Tommy & Jen.
Anticipation: I am looking forward to going to Jikoji this morning as it's on the end of a 3 day event related to Grief and that falls right into my realm of consciousness and awareness. It'll be interesting. Also, Lauren's sent something to me for Father's Day, so I'm looking forward to that surprise too. Apparently Lucky and Scottie play a part. Hmmmm.
