I slept in and that felt good and bad at the same time. Why? Because I realize I am not getting up and doing nothing, which it feels like all I have been doing. Another way of looking at it came to me at jikoji yesterday. I'm trying to install guardrails along a path that only unfolds as I step forward. I'm dragging my feet. I need to just jump, leap of faith, without guardrails. I need to run, not walk, ahead. So today I will release all of the distractions, pick a core routine, spread out the reminders and motivations. By the end of the day today I will clear the distractions and obstacles I myself have erected. I feel invigorated to take action. I'll publish my new routine tonight.
