Sunday, May 21, 2023

Mindset: honestly, not good. Resentful and upset about what I know is inconsequential from a distance but nerves were hit last night and I found myself reacting instead of acting, holding back, responding with insecurity. Not very zen. But I am going into the day trying to dissect and discard it consciously. I am also discouraged by choices I am making choices to appease others that are setting me back or delaying what I know I can accomplish. Why? Habit and hesitation. Acceptance over authenticity. I guess this work is never done.

Goals: more than I did yesterday :-). A better more manageable task list for my business plans and more time in jikoji scheduling tools.

Anticipation: dinner with Mary and Dom.

Gratitudes: how quickly I'm recognizing my navigational errors and how I'm responding quickly to realign.