Saturday, January 07, 2023

Highlights: Jikoji "Zazenkai" session from 8.30-4. "A Taste of China"'s last night was tonight so I got takeout and enjoyed with Jen, Lauren, Tommy. There was a momentary 'face palm' over peanuts in the salad, but he was fine.

Accomplishments: I reached out to Tommy to propose a photography trip to Yosemite in an effort to find and leverage a shared passion as a way we might reconnect.

Anticipation: Vegas with Lauren tomorrow! I am looking forward to her seeing KA! It's a short trip but it will be a lasting memory.

Goals: Enjoy Vegas without getting caught up in anxiety about the costs – most if it's "Black Friday" deals so I can relax and enjoy a nice meal.

Gratitudes: Tommy's opening up about his day-trading revenue ideas, including moving out. I told him I thought it would help our long-term relationship once he gets out and starts living independently.

One Sentence Memoir: I am optimistic about a very uncertain future.

Oh, and today I learned how very challenging it could be to stop the mind from thinking about everything but the present moment. And that I'm not at all alone.