Tuesday, December 20, 2022



Highlights: Work has kept me busy for a few days. I managed to squeeze in time in the off hours, managing additional home-based needs, including playing games with Jen and Lauren in the evenings. I returned to taking Gabapentin for some neck pain and slept Monday night wonderfully because of it. I hate the idea of meds being a necessity. It's an apprehension I struggle with even when those around me encourage me to recognize the value of the relief it might provide. I'm on the fence. I still hear the echo of my own words regarding Linda's life, but I recognize my own abilities and the times and places I can make far more conscious and mindful choices. That's where I want to put my time and effort. Like maintaining target weight, it's about consistent effort and awareness. I'm doing reasonably well there. I might not make my 12/31 target, but if things continue, I'll be in that 'acceptable range'. Jen, Lauren, and I took the dogs, a Wrath Chardonnay, and burgers from Happy Hound to visit my mom for dinner. The dogs are doing better there but are still annoying passengers. Benadryl is a requirement for road trips. For them. Maybe me too, but now we're back to the topic of drugs again. Tommy called and said he might be returning early. I'm unsure why, but I told him to keep us posted.
Accomplishments: Fixed the toilet. Sanded the closet door so it doesn't stick. Found the next day that the toilet was not fixed. The closet door still opens, though, so win.
Anticipation: Going to see "Puss 'n Boots" tomorrow with Lauren & Jen, and Cardzmania with the usual suspects afterward.
Goals: being at 170 on 12/26. Cutting out wine is tough at this time of year with the dinners, meals, and gatherings. I'm trying, though. I'm trying.
Gratitudes: Good wine ;-)
One Sentence Summary: Even a routine day can include something unique and unexpected.