I skipped the AM walk with Lauren, as I'm trying to balance time and demands while still getting in three walks a week. Instead of walking, after some quiet time and mediation, I started working on refining my BIG speech draft. It's getting there. That's all I'll say for the moment besides admitting that I'm struggling with keeping it clear and consistent. After the morning standup meeting I ran to the credit union, got the cashier's check, and dropped it off at the attorney's office in order to get the lien released so the refinance can move forward. All of this, in theory, could have waited until next year and been part of a default transition but the relief of a refinance with the lower interest rate is needed, and getting it all managed now will allow me to focus on higher priority needs for myself and the kids when the inevitable does come to pass. I spent the majority of the day after that in meeting after meeting. I have a lot to manage and I'm doing all I can to learn. In fact, once I finish writing this, I'll be settling into a few hours of reading notes and documentation about the stuff I'm trying to take over. I was hoping to visit Linda but the day was too packed, so I'll be going tomorrow after the day's meetings wrap up. Tried to spend some time with Tommy for just a food run but his demeanor was grouchy. He later said it's because he can't drive our BMW! Seriously? Fuck entitlement, my God. Ridiculous. As is having to argue over his 20+ min showers, leaving stuff lying out for others to clean, asking repeatedly that things "borrowed" get returned.
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