Saturday, November 27, 2021


$125 for the three-tier rolling Craftsman tool chest (+$10 for the 4th to the left) = score!

Tommy picked up the rolling tool chest I found on Craigslist while I attended my 2nd day of BIG training from 8 am - 12 pm on zoom. Afterward, we went to Panorama. Tommy worked refinishing the squat rack while Jen did books, Lauren sorted out her room stuff, and I worked on the garage. Tommy hit many nerves today, and it was a real challenge to stay calm when facing snark, arrogance, and entitlement. I didn't hold up well, but I didn't completely lose my shit. Still, the tension does little to make anything better. It's just incredible how somebody can be dismissive and ungrateful while you're doing things that benefit them. The BIG training was good, but I am so behind, and I feel like I have way more demands on my time between the kids, work, the house situation, Linda's circumstances. It's getting crazy and difficult to manage, but I don't have much choice. A conversation with Jen this am about how death and responsibility hit a nerve. Not sure how I feel about that just yet, so I'll hold off commenting further. She often sees things I miss. I know my frustration with him and the house is clear and likely makes her uncomfortable. Tomorrow will hopefully be better, as we have plans to have a nice lunch and see a play together. Alone.
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