Lauren stayed home from school in order to interview at YogurtLand. She got the job and starts Wednesday. I'll be picking her up in the evenings, gladly. Work was ok but I'm nervous again about the runway and future. I did the "BIG Solutions" intro Zoom and I feel optimistic about the value I'll get from this time. I visited Linda, she wasn't very responsive. I sent the box of photos off today after packing it fully last night. I don't know the count yet but I'm guessing it's in the thousands. It was an emotional experience to see and revisit our history. I told her several things today including how wonderful a life she's lived, as well as all the lives she's touched. I also said she should and could 'let go' and go onward with trust that I would take care of the kids and ensure she was remembered well. All things I hope she can process, it's just so hard to tell. Maybe the morphine could be throttled down? Maybe I'll suggest that to Kathy. We'd know by Wed or Thur if things got better or worse. Fairly low-key evening. Cut my hair. #5 all around and in all directions. I like it, it feels like a good cut.
