Cold morning, used the firepit for mediation warmth. Died. Ran the numbers and found that a full propane tank got us about 12hrs of use, which breaks down to about $0.60/hr. Well worth it. Talked to Linda A LOT today. Her tone and demeanor is almost comotose while others report lucid and upbeat experience. WTF? Lauren's seen both. Is this a brain related delta or audience related? Hard to say. I'm inclined to err on the side of compassion but still, it's odd. I'll check in once in the am, set the expectation of no contact until PM, and stick to it. Work was good, a decent pre-planning session, but after that I feel into a lull. I'm drained. I am really reading a breaking point. I'm about to, and I need one. Run to pano turned into a failed attempt to visit Linda, with Tommy riding along and getting angry at my frustration w/the lack of parking. Returned home in total silence. I can't argue any more. I'm worn out. Lauren appointment at Phelps Cohen was quick but also took my eyes off work. Will focus hard on work tomorrow. Got Jen's supplies for dog food, helped clean up after. Firepit time to unwind as the next there days have plans queue'd up.