Onto something w/the gluten removal. Feeling positive effects. Lauren and I walked Abbey and Lucy this am, for about 2.5miles down to Leigh, up and back through the neighborhood, through 'rock park', and back. Great walk, great company. So weird to see Holmberg house abandoned. Wonder how others feel about Pano's vacancy. All is in limbo. Lauren and I visited her and I caught some signs of deeper anxiety and worry. I can't imagine knowing you're talking to children and friends that you won't live to see for much longer. It is still very very hard to process all of this. Jen and I want to a gathering w/mom, Marissa, Nigel, and Lindsey. We brought wine and food and had a good time visiting. I would like to see these happening more while we can all be there. Jennifer is so amazingly flexible and happy to be part of it all and I am so glad she is too. Scottie came along. Tommy stayed home because the Audi won't start.