For all I felt I accomplished yesterday, today was a stall. Yes I went into work and ensured the last day at RWC was managed, and I dropped Lauren at Pano while Tommy hung at Matson. But L felt off and unbalanced. I did later get to the wine closet task that was missed over the weekend nd that felt good. But in general, i’ve felt unmoivated and lethargic. Maybe the diet has my energy leels down or i’m just not sleeping well enough. But something was off. Lauren had fun going to Santa Cruz with Viktoria. It’s rewarding watching her growing more independent.Tommy finished and delivered a video edit that took him a long time. Listened to the new “Chicks” release “gaslighter” and I was struck by the lyrics of several songs. I can only imagine a few would be ones Linda would write about me. It drives home how each experience can be so subjective and have so many inherent biases and assumptions. Still, the pain in the lyrics hit a nerve.