Lots going on over the past few days. Sadly it appears that Tommy's not going to pass Math or French. I feel bad for him, but.... it's his own fault, 100%. Instead of turning in work on time he let it all slack until the last minute and then, even with constant reminders and directions, went off fucking around with his friends instead of doing what was clearly a far more important task. Life lesson under way. I hope it puts him on a path of awareness and not blame of others. There's no reason for this beyond his own apathy. Work wise David's doing well and we appear on path to recruit an OPS contractor. The day was hard as a load of traffic put the site into stress points having completed the colo objectives would have abated. Shit happens and shit happened. Working not on a past outside of our control but on a plan to continue as best as possible. GNO included BL joining which was welcome. It seems some prior comment(s) hit some nerves but at least it's been clarified and I for one realize how stress can inflame and sensitize nerves, so whatever it was will surface and be resolved or set aside. Im going to try and be more mindful of my own presence and awareness. Still enjoying messing around with clear ice, an 8th test is under way. Jen made an awesome dinner and we lazed on the patio. I'm grateful for her, for friendships, for the opportunity to help my children recognize and learn from mistakes, and the damned fucking cute dog we have.
