Finally managed to get a decent sleep and it helped make the morning positive. The volume of work is piling up and it's becoming overbearing. I have started pushing back. Took kids for drive to Wallburgers in the BMW. Still pissed off about their CarPlay extortion and that, along with having found that the rear seats are heinously uncomfortable and caused me back pain really irritates the fuck out of me. Simply because I was trying to emphasize the sainty and benefit of making more educated decisions based on real experience. TURO a car for 2 days and really try before you by. It's her car, her money, her choice, but that my logical approach was not embraced and that impulse and emotion won out leaves me feeling unappreciated. Especially when I find out after the fact that it's not going to be the option for comfortable durations. Sorta don't want anything further to do with it at this point. I like my CRV. Haven't been reading anything lately, or watching anything either. Too many other things going on and starting to really want a week off with zero demands or things to fix or manage. This isn't living. It's existing.
Tuesday, June 09, 2020
Finally managed to get a decent sleep and it helped make the morning positive. The volume of work is piling up and it's becoming overbearing. I have started pushing back. Took kids for drive to Wallburgers in the BMW. Still pissed off about their CarPlay extortion and that, along with having found that the rear seats are heinously uncomfortable and caused me back pain really irritates the fuck out of me. Simply because I was trying to emphasize the sainty and benefit of making more educated decisions based on real experience. TURO a car for 2 days and really try before you by. It's her car, her money, her choice, but that my logical approach was not embraced and that impulse and emotion won out leaves me feeling unappreciated. Especially when I find out after the fact that it's not going to be the option for comfortable durations. Sorta don't want anything further to do with it at this point. I like my CRV. Haven't been reading anything lately, or watching anything either. Too many other things going on and starting to really want a week off with zero demands or things to fix or manage. This isn't living. It's existing.