I'm restless. I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen. It makes me think of the Hamilton song "Wait For it". The context of which conveys that instead of going for what Burr wants, he sits idle, waiting for it to come to him. Waiting for the opportunity, instead of making it. Waiting for the door to open, instead of opening it. That's how I feel. I feel like something is changing or needs to change, yet instead of identifying and taking action, I am coasting with no rudder in the water only to see where I'll land. I'm not sure that's the most effective course of action.
