This was a mixed day. It started off well but quickly digressed into an argument with Tommy and how he spoke to me. It's terribly disheartening and just hit a never. I work so hard to try and give him all the opportunities I can and being disrespected just breaks my sprit at times. This was one of those times. Jen said I should not act so upset. I said it was not an act. But I set it aside as I know from experience it's not an effective response. I dropped him and she/I/Valerie went to see Hamilton. I was stressed about time being enough for lunch but we just made it in time with a few min to spare. It was wonderful. It always is, and always touches me deeply on so many levels. It "speaks to me" in very emotional ways, from humor to pathos to reflections on life. We returned, I dropped Lauren and ended up getting looped into a drama with Tommy and Linda around the "Boosted Board" which resulted in my being held hostage while negotiations or keeping or taking played out. SO upsetting. And Tommy's attitude took me to a point of snapping and telling him point-blank to STFU and stop making things worse. It almost ruined my day but I spent the remained of the evening writing and reflecting on my father's birthday being today and watched one of his favorite movies. It was a good way to recover from a derailment.
Gratitude: Endurance
Goal: Help David w/Server setups in Sunnyvale tomorrow.
Anticipation: Some down time.
Watched "Fiddler on the Roof" and part of the documentary about it too.
Accomplishments: Meditation Parenting
