Had to run Tommy by Pano before school, asked him to contact his mom to get it ok'd. Did so, and later received an email grievance. Deleted it. She's wrong about her position and IDGAF about arguing or engaging at all. Dropped Lauren on time, headed into work early for 1st day of onsite week w/Dev's. Traffic sucks even with Karl's help. Good 1st day. Low key evening. Found/finding it really irritating that others don't help w/keeping the house in order (dishes pile up, laundry plies up, clutter piles up)… and i'm gully too. I just want address these all to be what comes before zoning out or worse, introducing further issues that get pushed back too. Meditation helps, but I can certainly use more. It made this morning's need to run Tommy by Pano on short notice something I easily and gracefully rolled with, which helps him. I've seen him get frustrated and when he does I feel bad that he might have learned it from me. But he's not as bad an recovers quickly. Lauren's not at all prone to these moments, she's earned her middle name. She was supposed to be off at 8.30, I arrived early, she asked if I could come back at 9.30, and I rolled with it as no big deal. It got me out and i'm close by and it's benefiting her to allow her to work and learn tech stuff. I'm tired of feellng like I have to be doing something every minute… doing nothing feels really good lately. Reminiscent of pre-tech days.
Goal: Focus dev team on framework discussions.
Started reading "Invisible Women" which was a gift from Tabitha at work.
Accomplishments: Meditation Mindfulness Parenting Cleanup
